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"Sadness and Tears"

Sadness is killing me slowly

And tears fall so hastily

Am I meant to cry soundly today?

Or I am just sipping the nectar of sadness that they say?

 

Sadness is breaking my heart thoroughly

And tears roll with blood ‘cause of my insanity

I can’t explain and feel insane

I can’t hide and feel that I’m in vain

 

Sadness followed by tears is not rare

I’m just wishing that life must be fair

We experience sadness to be strong

To fight and still carry on...

 

 "Where's Happiness and Love"

Happiness is all I ever wanted

That no one ever granted

Love is all I ever want indeed

That no one ever gave and did

 

Where is happiness and Love?

Can it come from heaven above?

I can wait even in light years,

Even I cry a river and shed tears

 

I’m wishing that once in my life I have it

After that you can make me bait

I’m yearning for the love of my beloved

But, she didn’t notice that I want it to have

 

When will I have happiness incandescently?

When will I experience love purely?

Happiness to me is pending

Yearning for love that is never-ending…

                       "Real Beauty"

 

They are not saying it sincerely,

Whatever things they already say,

You're beautiful in your own way,

 

Real dazzling beauty comes from within,

If YOU don't commit a mortal sin,

 If your attitude is God's-given,

Your beauty transcends to heaven,

 

We cannot see beauty outside,

But what people have carried inside,

Things we can't see is real beauty,

Beauty's insides reality…

      Fairy Tale To Real

 

Everyone has a fairy tale like story in life,

They experience sadness and fury sharp as a knife

Unexpected circumstances and tyranny,

And cry a pale of tears literally

 

But of course, we have our own knight in shining armor

That can act as our stalwart protector

It’s our choice to have the so called happy ending

And make our life truly spending

 

We should not be excited of happily ever after

Just wait because it’ll come sooner,

Happiness may come not today

But it’ll come in the right and perfect way…

 

        Love Paradox

I gave him conspicuously genuine and pure love but what I received was a slash of hatred and a stab of sadness.

I'm trying to make him incandescently happy.

I did everything but what I've got is nothing...

I thought he'll be really happy if he saw me drowning in my own tears of sorrow.

His image was carefully engraved by happy moments in my heart and mind.

Love is the most important invisible thing but it made me the worst and useless thing.

Love benighted my eyes but I know love will reflect the rainbow colors of sunlight.

Love was made to have peace and silence but what it brought to me was a cacophony in my fragile heart.

I'm in vain right now but I'll just wait 'til the fate unfolds the new page of my life- of my heart...

"A Message to My Love"

Every time I see you make me feel high,

 When you’re out of my sight make me sigh,

I’m so in love with you,

Yet, you don’t show that you love me too…

 

I’m just waiting for your appreciation,

But you don’t notice all my exertion,

My restless nights and tired heart,

I’m so lonely and not ready to start..

 

I know that you won’t love me too,

Like what I really do,

I feel so much pathetic,

And everyday I’m so melodramatic…

 

I thank you because once in my life you made me smile,

I thank you because I feel love even for a while,

I thank you because you make me inspire,

I thank you because you light my spirit like a fire…

 

Because of you I’m much stronger right now,

 Next time we’ll meet again I’ll show you how,

Thanks to you because you hurt my feeling,

Now, I’m here still fighting…

I know that time will heal my broken heart,

Forgetting you will become state-of-the-art,

You made me what I am

A Universal Law obeying human,

 

I thank you for all the things that you do,

The good and bad things I deserve to,

I thank you ‘cause you made me a fighter,

And now I know how to make my life even brighter..

 

Thank you for all the memories,

I won’t forget and always cherish,

I know I’m just a pest in your life,

And saying thank you will never be enough,

 

I know to you I’m just a trash,

That you all ever want to me is to lash,

I will say thank you all of my life,

‘Cause you made me realize how a trash improve to inspire another life,

 

I thank you ‘cause of the pain you gave me,

I realized that I should make my life happy,

Thank you is what I can say to you

Rather than saying I LOVE YOU…

 

This poem will serve as my message,

I’m not acting like a sage,

I’m wishing you the best and find never-ending happiness,

To reach your dreams and experience life in success

 

I’m hoping that you already found true love,

And won’t experience what I have,

Live your life to the fullest,

And may God push you to the highest…

 

 

 

                    S O R R Y

( A Simple Poem by: EHDC)

I can’t open my eyes coz of the tears it hoard,

I can’ utter even a single word,

Is it a hollow victory?

And I felt very sorry

 

Sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done

Sorry for the things that had been gone,

Sorry for the cuss that I am saying,

Sorry for I hurt your feeling

 

Sorry for everything,

Sorry because we receive nothing,

Sorry is all my expression,

Sorry is what I can say without coercion,

 

Sorry coz I expect too much from you,

Sorry coz I didn’t remember that we have different hue,

Sorry coz I’m hard- hearted

Sorry echoes in my heart and mind repeated…

 

Love Paradox II

No one understands the silence within my words

The sadness behind my smile

No one understands the tears I hoard

The unspoken words of mine

 

Why happiness is so angry at me?

I'm sick and tired of wearing ingenuine smile

Does happiness has an entrance fee?

I'm dying within and it bleeds my every thing

 

Day by day I told myself not to love you

I find it hard to move on

Coz I can't unchain the memories in you

Coz I'm drought of love but I've found oasis in your heart

 

I knew you really don't care

I'm like an unnoticed fallen leaf

Blew by the wind of sorrow as it whisper

Everything will be gone if the fate becomes the thief

 

To think you love me is far-fetched

As I inject the word move on in my heart and mind

I promise myself not to cry again

I'll leave you behind

 

I want to be strong to conquer the world

And to shower every melody and harmony in my heart

When you'll love me as I love you then

I'll break your heart into part

 

So that you'll know how sad I am as you neglect me

I love you, I'm not joking

You can give me bliss

I valued you more than anything!!

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